Updates!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Didn't manage to blog for sometime. I was really busy with all the projects and stuff. Finally here are the updates..
I went for a CK zone hosting competition and i got into the finals!! I'm actually the top 6 and i really couldn't believe it coz i saw a few of them and they are really good. But it's ok, i'm there to be myself not really there to compete or prove anything. I guess go there make friends ba =) Anyway i will be hosting also at CK Leaders Appreciation. Dunno how is it gonna be like but hope i would make it fun! =)
Christmas is coming!! Went to get a tree for Baobei's house. Really happy about it coz I LOVE CHRISTMAS! Getting the whole tree done really gave me a sense of satisfaction. Really love the feeling of Christmas.
I watched a few shows recently and suddenly got the urge to film my own drama. Something like Taiwan drama =) Actually i have concepts of the script already but it is a dream. A very small start. Seriously i don't know if i will accomplish it but if i do i will move on to a movie concept that i have! It takes nothing to dream but putting it into reality i really want it to be good and there's a price to pay. I guess i'll take it slowly and slowly find a team that is willing to flow in the same dream. Still dunno if it can be done. Step by step i guess =) Baobei knows about all my this little dreams and i know he will be excited too! =) I shared this with Melvin just now over msn and he said "you really got imagination in this ah" and i was like YEAH! I mean why limit our creativity. And i really feel Singapore really lack drama that brings imagination and fantasies. And also variety shows like how the Taiwanese did. Why not Singapore?! Why not our own production?! Felt a little indignant about it. I may sound exagerating but it's truly what i feel. When i get to learn filming in my course i really would love to try on the drama and movie and variety show! If i get it nicely done, i will post it somewhere =)
I really must say that my Baobei is always there to hear my noise, complains, fantasies, lame jokes, dreams, songs, desire,... And he is the one always there willing to hear. Though at times he tease me but it's ok. He brought so much joy to my life! He also brought alot of frustrating things to my life and i brought him alot too. But it's all ok. We are two different beings getting to know and understand each other with no pretense. To me i don't need a perfect relationship with no quarrels. I need to know at the end of the day we really understand each other's heart. That's the most important to me. Because i realized no matter who is it, human's actions and words can sometimes be really disappointing. It's because we don't have the same mind, we're not from the exact same background with the same character. I'm not here to find someone who is exactly like me. I'm here to find someone who understands my heart and allows me to understand his. So that one day if i don't see his "hands", i still know his heart. And i'm proud to say we're from "different worlds"! Now that we can experience "two worlds" on the same earth! What a blessing! I love my Baobei =)
And I'm really really blessed to have Melvin as a buddy. Though we seldom meet but i can always turn to him, and it's really enjoyable and challenging to sing with him. He's truthful not just there to say nice things. And when i share my dreams with him he never step on them. Always encouraging and accepting me for who i am even though i'm so imperfect and straight forward. I thank God for this wonderful friend =)
