What an uncomfortable feeling not havin my ring with me. Went home after work to get my swimming stuff and left my ring in the toilet!! Man.. I really enjoy the swim with Qi Guai but not having my ring with me is so distracting like my heart is somewhere else. Only got to swim 10 laps today. I guess it's the result of not exercising for awhile. But I'm glad I finally work out. If not I will grow so fat that no one can see Baobei when he stands behind me!! Lol!!

I have a thought to share here. Had a dream few nights ago and it caused me to think a little. In that dream there's this really nice guy and there's this guy who really loves me. Can't remember their faces though. The dream came to a point where the nice guy let go of my though he loves me and pushed me towards this other guy who refuse to let me go (not in a sick way). And then I woke up. And I thought, I would rather have someone who holds on to me no matter what than having one who loves so much drama and sacrifice. I want to feel wanted and embraced. Not some soap opera letting go and be a 'hero' kind of thing. I want to be important to a person whom I care. Dunno if you guys get what I mean. But I thank God that He will never leave me nor forsake me, always expressive in loving me and embracing me. I thank God that the one I'm engaged to is my Baobei, one who will hold on to me all his life. These are the things that matters the most. Thank you Jesus!! :)

Next post will be more photos and sharing about Halloween parties and birthday celebrations so stay tuned! :)

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