I am very ministered by what Pst Kong shared in church about the seasons of Faith. Been feeling down and sometimes alone for a period of time. Somehow feel like i'm facing certain things alone. Facing some "battles" that is actually not my own. Felt accused, felt hated, felt lousy.. But i must say, i feel really lifted up after what Pst Kong has shared. I believe i'm going through a winter season of faith. Where "Night" is long and cold, a long period of time of waiting and effort to trust. And it is clear now. What i really can do is pruning. To look into my life once again and pray and ask God what is it to prune. To humbly come before him and accept that there are things, maybe many things to be pruned. There is no point fighting a battle for myself. The exhaustion will only go away when i'm fighting according to His purpose. I admit that i'm very imperfect and i thank God for a time of pruning. Putting aside all the feelings i felt. Be it being accused, being hated, feeling lousy.. All these emotions strangely doesn't matter or hurt that much when i have that touch of God. I dunno when is my winter ending. And i will not want pre-mature growth. Let everything be according to His time.


Jeremiah 29:11-13
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will see Me and fnd Me, when you search Me with all you heart.